Tuesday, December 31, 2013

2013 Highlights

hi Assalamualaikum guys. so while i'm writing(it should be typing actually) this post it's already 1st january 2014! and i'm already seventeen! okay not officially but yeah i'm seventeen, and more challenges are coming tsk tsk okay now let's begin with the summaries

January
hmm ok actually i don't hv much interesting stories in january. just got Merentas Desa and dapat la sumbang mata utk Tun Teja but tak dpt top ten. mula2 nk main2 je pastu rase bosan lari jela betul2 haha. That's all for january kikiki

and in 2013 i became a prefect.
February
okay february eh?
tbh i can't recall what event it is kuangkuangkuang :3

10 feb ada kenduri kesyukuran dkt rumah zarifah :))

ha pilih pilih nk yg mana. dua singgit (eh eh bnykla kau dua singgit haha)

and then 13 feb i went back to alor star n abg razak treat us dinner at Tok Nadoq. i swear the foods are scrumptious! and yg plg best sebenarnya sbb... dpt cuci mata. lol haha ok ok that's enough

March
march? yes march! 9 March convent jd tuan rumah utk MTQ peringkat daerah and i was in charge for Marhaban with both farrah so gila tak cuci mata wehhh cuci habis hahaha

Marhaban DB

Marhaban SERATAS

Marhaban MRSM

pastu gila tak gila 9th jaga MTQ pastu 11th terus exam penggal pertama. pehhh nasib baik penggal pertama so boleh la relax brader brader relax lg. yg tak boleh blah nya 14hb kena bertugas jaga MSSD plak. dh la exam chemist haritu. mmg jawab exam petang tu longlai ah haha
then 17th ada purple walk at Taman Tasek Taiping! 

kau ni pink ke purple yana? apa pun bolehh haha

and then zarifah took me and sab to horse riding
peace ^^v

and oh god guess what? hari yg sama, ada small feast dkt rumah Manu. okay yg ni takde gambar lol. and i think from this event lah baru dia notice yg jiran dia ni ada anak dara rupenya kahkahkah XD
menjeling menjeling ku bertentang mata siapa sama memandang~
haha it was the happiest moment bcoz he constantly look at me when i was walking back home! ok enough yana enough haha.
20th antara hr yg terindah sbb hehe manu gegas bukak pintu rumah dia semata mata nk tgk iols keluar pegi sekolah haha i really miss those time.
and then w/pun bulan ni bnyk moment yg best2, tp bulan ni jugaklah i lost my best friend, acap. tbh i miss arwah so much :'( 
what we made 4 years ago. al fatihah kpd arwah.

APRIL
okay bnyk sweet n sour april ni. hoho.
yg sweetnya, it was kak rini's wed! best sbb dpt berkumpul family cousins pe semua XD



my fav niece! auni

and then 16th i found manu's pic on fb mmg gila terkejut ah haha then 21th baru tahu nama sebenar dia. amacam ada ciri ciri CSI dopp? haha 
actually, bnyk sgt memories pasal manu dlm bulan ni. and i thanked Allah for that.
though i'm in le process of forgetting him, still, he is one of the people who make my dayss in 2013.


ok that's all for april. yg sour bitter tu tak yah citer ah ha ha

MAY
okay bulan may bukan sabun may.
so bulan ni ada exam mid year. mcm biasa. malam exam baru pulun study. hu hu
18th tu birthday kak jah 

and then 23rd ada sambutan hr guru n gimmick kek jatuh mmg menjadi ah. haha terbaik. me n zarifah was in charge in bringing out the real cake after the fake cake box was dropped by nisa.
then it was also Puan Halimaton's last day at convent.

She made history become interesting.

25th. first day of mid term school break. me n my fav buddy, izra went to Program Tradisi Melayu peringkat kebangsaan dkt SK Kampung Jambu. sape kate bosan? i love history. tambah2 kalau pasal bangsa n negara sendiri.
there i met aqilah hanis n anis irdina. haha

JUNE
my one n only fav month and forever will be :D sape tak syg bulan birthday kan? kikiki
Alhamdulillah Allah gave me chance to experience lots of good memories in june.
during the mid term school break i went to Putrajaya n met my adopted parents, ayah Syahmi n ibu Yati.
i missed them so much n hv been searching for them all this time, and finally after 10 years, i get to meet them! 

may jgk ada photoshoot kelab pengguna, gmbar kelas n straight a's pmr.
pastu 22nd ada hr kerjaya dkt smk taman panglima. n i went there w/ my loyal partner, izra! hr tu jgk diorang buat hr kantin. tp gmbar dlm camera najwa :(
25th ada raptai sukan then 26th n 28th raptai hari anugerah pastu 27th hari sukan. tak meriah lgsg -..-
pastu pastu pastu 29th was the real hr anugerah n petang tu hang out w/ le girls xx


muah kiri muah kanan xx

okay i didn't mention pun pasal 21st which is my own big day xx
tp cerita dia panjang sgt n now it's already 2.25 a.m so to make it short, i enjoyed my birthday thank you so much evelibadeh :* 
(n i just knew that manu's birthday is on 23rd june kikiki)
oh ya abang's birthday bash was on the 10th.

all time fav


JULY
so i started my july with a bad day right on the 1st july. this month boleh tahan bnyk gak ah bad memories
tp sbb bulan july ni bulan Ramadhan so i didn't hate this month pun.
and ramadhan tahun ni best sbb ada bnyk gila funny moments. lol
on the 9th july it was the first terawih n my family n i performed it at surau as-saadah kg pak darus.
i saw manu in his blue baju melayu hewhew :3
then on the 31st ada majlis khatam al quran. gambo ada tp quality kureng so tak pyh

AUGUST
if it was 1st august 2011, it would be my first day in Taiping. but since it was 1st august 2013 so it means i was already 2 years in taiping. ugh i hate taiping but mom said lg tak suka lg bnyk akan ada kaitan dgn taiping ni. (such as future spouse might be orang sini jgk ke etc)
hr raya was on the 8th, ada family gathering dkt rumah ngah on the 10th. den mmg suka gathering gathering ni hehe xx

otw to Alor Star


raya tahun ni best sbb cuti dua minggu hehe :3 on the 17th we went to kak nida's wed 


then act i don't remember what day n date. me n izra went to sab's house and then we all went to farrah aina's open house (which it took us 1 hour to reach her house pusing punya pusing siap pkai GPS lg cr rumah dia. still sesat. ha ha) the funny thing is, me n izra tak janji pun nk pakai sama, but both of us wore baju kurung polka dot hahaha mmg sehati sejiwa betul
the problem is, right after cuti raya terus exam penggal kedua. haa hamek kau. mmg tak study apa ah cuti tu.
pastu boleh pulak exam tak habis lg 23rd tu pegi KL sbb esok tu convo kak jah at PICC
like always, bila dh turun KL ni, shopping adalah benda yg wajib. dh la den pkai wedges nasib baik abah belanja flat baru kekeke

kak jay dh jd irish skrg kehkehkeh :p

pastu ada seminar strategi belajar cemerlang dgn pn low on the 28th. balik tu kak a kak yam kak jah culik den pi makan yong tau fu n ais kacang. tbh i miss those moment when kak jah still in Malaysia.
29th tu canteen day and i was in charge for photobooth. not bad la. ghost house mmg terbaik ah sampai lebam kaki gue.


then on th 30th iols jd MC utk sambutan birthday bulan august dgn kah yan. nervous kot but it was one of my best experience. yolah den ni mahal haha. (tbh iols tak suka tonjolkan diri, i prefer ppl don't know me.)

SEPTEMBER
haaa september. 2 minggu gua MC babe. kena chicken pox. torkojut den maso nampok tando tando kona domam campak aih.
so tak bnyk citer sgt ah sbb mc en. lol

and then on the 16th, pegi hantar kak jah fly (tak padan dgn baru baik demam)


and then ada penutup kemerdekaan on the 19th,
Dinner pengawas on the 21st at Hotel Seri Malaysia. it was fun w/pun ada kejadian sikit.
me n izra sakit kaki pkai wedges. lps ni tak buat dh ah pakai high heels pegi tempat yg kena diri lama n jalan banyak
malam tu overnight w/ izra, ada la jgk sumbangan sbg prefects en.
besar tu sumbangan tu kalau takde kitorang sape nk jaga barang2 dinner? lol jk :p
kak a's birthday was on the 24th n asyik2 secret recipe -,- gambo? den tak cute dlm gambo tu. lol

 prefects' dinner 2103.

OCTOBER
this drama became one of the best dramas i've ever watched! rugi sapa tak tengok The Master's Sun!


kak yam's birthday was on the 8th
tak padan dgn nk final exam on the 11th, boleh pulak 5th oct tu pegi jusco ipoh bagai -,- i'm not good at fighting my lust.
pastu ada small feast at manu's house on the 13th oct. hehe another sweet memories between me and manu :p

rayaa haji was on the 15th and manu was in his brownish purple baju melayu. we met eyes as soon as i went out of the mosque hewhew.
and then sambung exam. (peh mcm relax je mcm takde ape je)
on the 19th ada biggest number one formation using 10 cent coins.
Convent Taiping made it to The Malaysia Book Of Records!
balik tu najwa tumpang rumah iols sbb parents dia pegi.. err lupa pegi mana.



NOVEMBER 
fuhh how fast time flew!
kem pemantapan akidah at SK Assam Kumbang was on the 8th nov. me, izra, sab n aisyaton joined the program and it was fun!
tp adala ustaz yg mcm kwang soo tu i was about to die from boredness whenever he gave talk uhuh.
tp ustaz azman mmg the best ah. program ni dibuat sbb isu yg plg popular sekarang which is serangan akidah; syiah. dia bg pendedahan syiah ni mcm mna so that kita aware n tak mudah terpengaruh. program mcm ni patut dibuat kat semua skola utk semua tingkatan so that semua org dpt pendedahan n takkan terpengaruh. kalau buat wakil2 mcm ni, student yg wakil ni je la yg dpt kemanisan program ni. program ni 2 hari 1 malam. mlm tu letih so tak sembang pun, terus tidur je.
gambar ustazah tak haplod haplod lg terima kasih -,,-
yg plg heartbreaking bila mlm tu jgk la dinner class 4SC1. i know there's someone who was glad that we couldn't make it there. okay whatever. Allah tu maha adil.
btw, it was mom's and dad's birthday on the 14th and 18th. lots of funny moments too. lol

and then yeayy! it was the last day of school! 


bermula cuti sekolah, bermula la strategi gue utk berkawan dgn manu ekekeke ._.
18th until 21th na na na na ganuu kite, 25th until 29th Guangzhou n Hong Kong.
on the 19th i texted him for the first time (novel kembara amira was just an excuse. lol)
on the 22th we started wechat-ing and on this day also i hung out with aina, zar n izra

thanks for that day!

DECEMBER
went to aina's on the 7th and chit chatted for 3 hours. lol.
on the 10th i baked cake  :)
and miracle in december happened when i'm back from tuition n manu was in front of his house on the 11th.
kak a took me to Pesta Penang on the 14th. naik semua yg extreme2 mmg the best ah.
pegi genting pun tak rase best mcm ni. tp tak boleh lawan USS, HK disneyland etc. yg tu mmg gempak ah
dekat genting boleh naik brapa juta kali pun sbb bayar dkt entrance je TAPI everytime nk naik kena beratur panjang bcoz kdg2 org yg baru lps naik tu nk naik lg skali.
nama ja pesta tp sebenarnya u spent more money here than in genting. sbb setiap kali naik kena bayar so org cuma naik sekali jela n yg tu yg best sbb org yg naik sikit jee tak payah beratur pun. lol
ingat lg time pegi cosmoworld dkt Times Square. mase tu tinggi tak cukup lg.. so pegi bahagian kanak2 jelaa ceitt

Pesta Penang Sg Nibong

before pegi pesta ada kenduri, dkt kenduri i met someone yg lately ni asyik selisih je dgn dia haha
actually bulan ni penuh dgn kemanisan bagai gula kapas kikiki.
wechat dgn manu mmg kelakar haha
then on the 20th, went to zar's and managed to finish physics. izra was with us too :)
on the 26th it was my parent's anniversary and though there were only four of us but we still celebrated it.
yg nyampahnya secret recipe wajib ada sbb baskin robbin takde kat taiping.
tepeng ohh tepeng -,-

anyway, i wanna share my experience being flower girl at najwa's sis's wed on the 21st!! hehe


hehe it was my first time tbh :p
and then later at night, it was sab's kenduri arwah. so our parents get to know each other that night.
on the 25th, it was kak nor's wed. i haven't transferred the photos yet hewhew.
i accompanied kak a to her friend's wed at Bota on the 28th. dpt ah cuci mata n lupa manu jap. lol
oh ya before i forget, on the 18th i went to the clinic bcoz of gastric and met a familiar face but i can't recall who and where. i like the moments at the clinic that night.

In A Nutshell
i'm gonna miss 2013 so much.  thank you Allah for such a great year. May Allah forgive our sins.
and i hope 2014 gonna be so much better.



the scary thing is, i'm gonna sit for SPM this year. May Allah ease everything. Amin.
All the best to SPM Candidates 2014! students of SK Tunku Ismail, SK Taman Tun Aminah 1, Sultan Ibrahim Girls School n SMK Convent Taiping.

and.
Manu, thanks for the memories. to me, it was more like a dream.
and i prefer us being friends.
since i went to Yusrina for addmaths class, i met capital Z but then i realised that he was just an excuse to distract myself from thinking only about manu and to forget manu.

Allah knows best. He is the best planner. we never know what is waiting for us ahead. there might be something or someone better. Only god knows.
ada sbb kenapa benda yg kita tak nak, kita dpt, yg kita nk, kita tak dpt.




last but not least, i wanna share w/ u guys another pieces of my fav quotes: 





okay that's all thanks for reading bye!




Saturday, March 16, 2013

When Things Didn't Turn Out The Way You Want.

We often plan, and plan, and then plan some more, but we forget that there is a greater planner, Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala. We may think we need or want something, but who knows our needs and wants better than our Creator?
We have two options when our plans don’t fall into place. The first choice is, we can either lament, feel disheartened, and bring not only ourselves down but those around us as well. And the second choice is, we can let go and place Tawakkul in Allah. The latter is undoubtedly one of the hardest things to do, but also the most relieving feeling in the world. Knowing that at the end of the day you need to give your 100% and leave the rest to Allah.
Allah knows what's the best for us. He won't place a burden greater than we can bear... and that's mean how hard you think the problems u're facing right now, it is actually something that you can still go through, something that you can still bear. How big our problems are, remember that there's other people who had to face bigger problems than us. People think that tests only come in the form of hardships. God also tests us with ease. And it's often in the test of ease that we fail the most.
Nobody has a perfect life. Everybody has their own problems. Some people just know how to deal with it in a perfect way.
Crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can’t explain how things made your heart broken.
and that's what i always do and the only thing i can do
especially when things didn't turn out the way i wanted.
i cried when i couldn't catch up in studies.
i cried   when i've already put a very high hope but then it was cancelled.
i cried when i'm sad with my friends.
i cried when i didn't get what i want.
i cried when someone did bad things to  me.

other people also did the same thing.
When things do not go exactly the way we wanted, when we do not achieve what we have tried so hard to achieve or when we feel so let down by others, then always know that for as long as we have faith and trust in the Almighty, He definitely has something better in store for us, He has saved us from a calamity or disaster that would have been in our path or has elevated our status through surrendering to His decree. 

We are not considered believers until we are pleased with the Decisions of the Almighty. This will save us from much anxiety and depression. Try your best and leave the rest to Him. InsyaAllah :D







Wednesday, January 2, 2013

first day as form 4 student

Assalamualaikummm!
Alhamdulilah first day of school went so well!

Time perhimpunan.
i don't know why, but u know that feeling...
i feel proud. i am proud of my school. hebat Convent hebat :) 
just imagine. since perak besar & ade bnyk sekolah, SBP saje pun dh bnyk.. 
DALAM PERAK , CONVENT TAIPING tempat ke-11 !! 11 okay 11 !!
yg satu hingga sepuluh tu semua sekolah berasrama penuh,
so thats mean Convent yg cuma sekolah harian tapi tempat ke sebelas which is tempat pertama la maksudnya bgi kategori sekolah harian!
DALAM PERAK K DALAM PERAK!
dalam negeri bukan daerah!!
alhamdulillah my batch made it for PMR weehoo
bukan sekolah kluster kecemerlangan lah kalau tak pecah rekod :p

till then, assalamualaikum :))

Saturday, July 30, 2011

it is 29072011 (!)

haaa , 29072011 in memory .
dari pkul 2 aq pegy skola ,juz msok tadarus n mase PJ
mase SJ , BI smpy balik aq spent buat kerja khusus KH semata-mata .
ingatkan cket rupanya bnyk lgy blom buad .
cikgu suzi bnyk gilaa tlg , TERIMA KASIH CIKGU .
then ade latihan kebakaran dkt2 nk balik ue , time tu laa berpeluang nk jumpe semua org .
sbb mase KH , kelas pecah duaaa
then sesi peluk2 n nanges2.
bukan budak melayu jep , chinese n indin pon join hugging skali .
terharuu seiyh , syg jgk korang kat yana .#perasannakmampuss
i got thousands of notes weyh , also gifts !
haha ,thanks ,
btw , secara rasminya,saya meletak jawatan sebagai PENOLONG KETUA TINGKATAN 2PD
w/pun tak bertauliah dan kurang alert ,tpy kerja kasi beres
mcm mse nk MEMASAK dulu , GONNA MISS THAT MOMENT laa you guys .
THIS YEAR TAK DAPAT JOIN PARTY CLASS ,sedih habes.
nnty mesty korang rindu nk kacau yana kan ,haha #perasan lgy .

wahh ,
kitorang nanges teresak-esak taw ,jgn main-main .haha
padahal mase kitorang tgh peluk2 ue , semua org tgh beratur for latihan kebakaran
yg ta thu aq nk pindah tue , masing2 buat mke pelik 
MASE TADARUS ,bc note dr deana tros nanges an
haha , syaira halinda yg mule2 ta nanges tu pon nanges .
adik aq , aniqah n kembar niesa nanges yg dh lme diorang tahan .aq tahu .
intan mmg tiap2 hari nanges . haha
duffy + fad + feeqa rosnaN pon aq ta sange diorang nanges
yelaaa ,nnty dh takde sape kan korang nk ejek TEMBIKAI , BEN 10 , FATINN
n for fadz ,dh takde sape kw nk kacau mse math lgy kan pluss dh xde sape nk marah kw klaw x focus mse math .haha
syaza ,mahani , syahiratullah ,khafzan pon sedih jgk ?haha
yg plg plg aq ta sangke , chinese indian pon nanges ? haha, especially francine.
raja syazana ,khamis dh nanges dah ,yelaa hilang ASSISTANT
ALL 2PD *w/pun ade yg yana tak sebut nme*, yana syg giler kat korang ,kite HAPPENING .yana takkan lupekan korang 
korang jgn lupe yana tw .
kawan aq yg kelas laen , aq syg korang jgk , xkan lupe korang n korang pon jgn lupe aq .
nasuha , nadEF ,qilot ,ieqa ,alia ,nisah kahar ,sisters ,boroq , syahira azrin semua laaa yg jumpe aq b4 aq pindah ue ,
aq syg korang . 
F1 DORM B , sorry buad korang nanges mlm tdy, kte syg korang . 
bdak2 f2 CG , sedih2 jgn nanges lgy tw .hoho
ainie , hanim , erin ,feyra ,yuli semua 2M hostelite , aq sgt2 syg korang .
ewanney yg baru yana rapat2 , sy syg awk jgk .bye2 budak comel .
semua org , ingat pesanan yg aq bgy kat korang tw .
tlg ckp to all teachers yg ajar 1PD+2PD thanks n sorry klaw ade wat slh ,halalkan segale ilmu yg cikgu bgy yeah.kirim slm syg kat diorang especially cikgu fateha+cikgu suzi yg plg aq syg .
thanks cikgu suzi kasi  perfume .#sbb mase tuhh cikgu dh takde pape nk bgy dlm bag dy .haha

tpy plg sedih bila hari rabu tu ,  org yg aq syg lalu tepi aq jep sedangkan tue last day aq dgn dy  , tpy aq ta tgk dy sbb aq ta sangke pon yg tu akn jdy kali terakhir aq nmpk dy before aq pindah nie . there is also no last hug from her like i got from everyone. na  nanges lgy bile teringat bende nieyh .SNM ,really GONNA MISS YOUH . LYSM .TC tw. ingat janji kitaa , stay BFF + HB  :P

oklaa korang aq pegy dlu .ingat semua kenangan kitaaaa ,jgn lupaa aq ,jgn lost contact . LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH .GONNA MISS YOU GUYS . TAKE EXTRA CARE taww , GOODLUCK EXAM ,PMR ALSO ! DO THE BEST KAYY . SORRY N THANKS FOR EVERY SINGLE THING .haha, SYG KORANG FOREVER MUAHMUAHH , bnyk lgy na bebel tpy smpy esk ta sudahh

FAREWELL
WE'RE BFF FOREVER